Multiplied love?

We been asking Dillion if he wants a mei mei or a di di since last week. His answer had been disappointing.

He will reply with a "No No No" and did not even bother to look at us.
We told him there is "Baby inside Mummy" now.. and he was so cute by saying "Mummy inside Baby" repeatedly.

We been apprehensive on how Dillion would react to our new family member. Would he feel threaten or jealous?

On the other hand.. there were so much emotions in me.. I spend 2 solid years with Dillion.. giving him all the attention, time, love, money on him.. he is our child whom took us so long to concieve.

When Baby No. 2 comes.. will i neglect Dillion? Will he reject me instead and run to his grandma/aunt ?
For Baby No. 2.. will he enjoy the same treatment as Dillion .. for e.g. will i have energy to send him for GUG classes? or would i bother to do flash cards exercise ? etc etc

Lastly I know love for my children will be multiplied and not shared!

Unsure Feeling..

After the scan.. I was feeling uneasy.

During Dillion's time, we were able to see a tiny sac at my 6 weeks. I was worried on why the water bag seem so small.

I can only assured myself that since I'm only in my 5th weeks.. the baby is still not formed.
Or perhaps its a case of late ovulation.

While waiting for Dillion's squint surgery at KKH.. I decided to get the ClearBlue test kit to test again since its the most reliable:

1st Visit to Gynae..

We went for our Gynae appointment today.. I thought of waiting for a couple more weeks as I'm early in my pregnancy and most likely we can't see much from the scan. But Kevin keep harping on me to make an appointment.

Dr Khi was unable to detect the waterbag/sac through tummy scan as my bladder was empty. So a vaginal scan was done.

She was able to spot a tiny bubble but no baby in it.

The EDD given- Late Feb 2010 or Early Mar. We ecstatic as lil' bub's b'day will be close to us:
Kevin- Mar
Dillion- Apr
Me- Apr

Its Positive!

My dear hubby can't wait any longer and we bought a test kit before meeting our friends for dinner.

I tested in the mall's toilet and was indeed over joyed with the result:


I tested twice because I could not believe my eyes and hope the cheapest kit that I bought was not a fluke!

This came at the right moment as a Happy Father's Day pressie for Kevin!

How it all started..

I last track of the date of my menses that it suppose to arrive for the month of July.

One night, I was feeling queasy after a big gulp of water.. i puke them out and felt better.

I know this is not the usual ME.. and I need to get a test kit!